I've read this book entitled Going Crazy: An Inquiry into the Madness of our Time by Otto Friedrich, Copyright 1977. There was a strange thing that happened in the life of the famous American austronaut, Edwin "Buzz" Aldrin, Jr., after the unforgetable lunar conquest made by man, an unequal exploit for the Second Millenium. Here is the account of that mysterious incident, as Buzz had confided:
Buzz Aldrin (Summer of 1969)
"I had excelled academically, being at the top of the schools and classes I had attended during my life. Finally, there had been the most important goalof all, and it had been realized - I had gone to the moon. What to do next? What possible goal could I add now? There simply wasn't one and without a goal I was like an inert Ping-Pong ball being batted about by the whims and motivations of others. I was suffering from what the poets have described as the melancholy of all things done."
p.233, Going Crazy by Otto Friedrich, Published by Simon & Shuster, Inc.
And the story went on that the smart Buzz Aldrin had undergone a series of Psychotheraphy that made him whole again. Life has just its twists and turns. It's not always the question of what one possessed or attained in life. It is always about our reason for being as the popular French word coined "raison de'-tre" explained it. What is the purpose of life? Why am I here? What life would looked like after death? Here's a link I wish to share, hoping that this will answer those above posted questions.